It’s the people who get up and decide they want to leave town for a couple of days or those who make spontaneous decisions to do something crazy and unexpected, that I’m really envious of. Forget about doing something crazy, I have to think ten times before I even try something new.
If I have to go somewhere or do something I need to plan it and know exactly what I’m doing. Now I know that it’s good to have a plan, but I wish that I didn’t over think every decision that I make. The problem with over thinking is that sometimes I manage to talk myself out of doing something that I really want.
Anyways, over thinking makes for a monotonous life, which is what I’m supposed to be writing about. I have a routine that suits me and I like having it most of the time but sometimes I’d just like to be more spontaneous.